GLEAM
Why rise
this thing, inchoate mess,
in ragged,
ribboned, breathlessness,
this fable dead
before its read,
that has no
claim to tenderness?
A season
spent with languid days
through
negligence and envied praise
becomes the
song of all that’s wrong,
mines silver
where once gold was laid.
Their pools
of pearls, their opulence,
the keepers
of my hope make dense.
In agony it bends
its knees,
prostrates
itself in blithe pretense.
No clouded
morning waking dream
replaces
what can only seem;
I seek in
kind what you won’t find—
this hopeless and evasive gleam.
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